"The control freak in me is scared as hell at the ambiguity of my future, but there remains a tiny voice screaming "You can do what you want!!!" Travel, write, move, explore, etc. I own a jewelery box, my grandmother's desk, and a bunch of easily-replaced stuff, so I suppose I'm still rather mobile. Still, there's a part of me that yearns for staying put, for owning, for, say, having a bedroom set.""See? You're still agile. I miss that sometimes."
"Having a wide-open future is freakin' terrifying."
"The terrifying is going to be in the choice, not in the lack of choice."